well ive been busy i supose, I feel happier from before and feel like things are on the up again.

this half term coming up will be good, im going to go Leicester to see what its like, maybe it could be somewhere me and rye would b happy be about 3 hours from kent and an hour away from ryes.. i dono

im excited about the prospects of June:


- Ive nearly finished all my work which is being handed in, then i got half term on wednesday i can go see my baby, I miss him lots. got 3 weeks left then ive got an amazing 3 months of rye its gona be good. I know i hate the distance alot but it really makes u appreicate the time u do have, every kiss and cuddle.

-Im not suposed to be telling people but my mums applied for a 999 call job and shes got an audio and typing test on 9th of June if she passes which i think she will she will get an interview. I really want her to get this job, it will be decent pay and my mum could get herself somewhere decent to live, a car of her own and feel good about herself so im really crossing my fingers.

- Also im kick starting my summer with a week trip to wales, camping with Ryan, his dad and my mum. it will be ace.

- im hoping to find out about some work experience placements in Crewe wedding dress shop, ive not heard nothing yet. so Fingers Crossed.

-I havent applied yet but im going to apply for Fashion Design work experience with george in Leicestershire. Shall see might get a year placement after my course a job a life, both universitys do what rye will be studying at college in september. lifes full of oppotunitys.

Im feeling so much better about life, even though ive cut dad out, it might not be 100% right but its what hes chosen for himself, so this is what ive chosen.